我只想对你真心，但换来你的残忍

2010-11-10T19:43:00.001-08:00

就算吵架

就算生氣

就算分開

也會再在一起

我想談一場永不分手的戀愛

就算我們很忙

就算我們很累

只要見到彼此就會溫馨一笑

我想談一場永不分手的戀愛

就算我們結婚

就算我們有孩子

就算我們在一起很久了

我也會想讓我在睡覺前抱你一會兒

我想談一場永不分手的戀愛

在那場戀愛裡

只有彼此

沒有背叛

沒有分離

沒有心痛

我想談一場永不分手的戀愛

那場戀愛

我們都會長大

都會懂事

都會成熟

但也會在只有彼此的時候幼稚一下下

我想談一場永不分手的戀愛

那場戀愛裡

我們懂得彼此

熟悉彼此

習慣彼此

依賴彼此

我想談一場永不分手的戀愛

我們的戀愛中

有一個自己的家

有一個我們的寶寶

我想談一場永不分手的戀愛

我們會一直牽著彼此的手

陪著對方渡過每一天

快樂、憂傷

首先會想到對方

彼此的感情不會隨著時間的逝世而隨波逐流

我想談一場永不分手的戀愛

我們會一直走下去。

蹣跚漫步

夕陽西下

白頭到老

相濡以沫

然後輕撫著你的臉龐、輕聲說句

「對你的感覺一直都在」

2010-11-01T18:20:00.001-07:00

came here to update blog !had up and down in my life !
didnt sleep much ytd and didnt eat anything ,
cant really eat ! haix :(
for the past few week , is my hjappiest dae of my life , with u pei me almost everydae .
haha ! thank for all the memory !
i hopethe last thing i will buy for u ,
u will like it alot !
i will jus wait for u !
wheneer how long it will take luh !
i will fulfill all e promise that i had make to u !
all these will be deeply inside my heart !
cheer up k ? dun so sad everytimee !

2010-10-18T06:08:00.000-07:00

haix came here !
why did i fell in too fast !
why did i lost my head so fast !
why did i did so much !
most importantly ,
why did u need to let me meet u :(

2010-09-28T09:40:00.000-07:00

dammmmm long nvr come update le ! haha ! should be time i update le !
had finish my exam , now choinging work haha !
working both at thai express and orchard :D
had been working so long , yet damm unhappy .
been thinking whether to stop working at te le ,
coz thing had not been the same way as once we started out !
maybe it time for me to change to a new environment ba !
but let see how it goes ,
is that motivation there that make me stay in te till now .
really hope it wun go be gone ba !

2010-07-26T21:22:00.000-07:00

Is long since I come here blog
In lecture now ! Haha
Wad happen this few week ? Ntn much ,
Jus I change fone n know her too !
Shag shag shag ! Hope my life will improve cox..
Fark my life

2010-06-15T00:50:00.000-07:00

came here blog , it had been long since i blog ! came here to update , had been sleepin at 5 plus since the start of the world cup ! haha :D it had been goin accordingly to wad i have been expecting ! hope it goes on ! haha :D and i need to sae the last thing .

thank bestie for wad she had done for me ! u pei me work past my darkest life :D thank bestie :D

till now , i stil haven forgt u , the more i hate u , the most i miss u ! :(

2010-06-06T08:49:00.001-07:00

went to update blog , went to samuel bdae , had a great deal of fun , saw alot of ppl . miss them lots . haiz however i make someone angry , i am sry .

thank for tellin me all this , u willin to tell me , i wil try to change but sometime , loneliness really kill . i jus wan to be part of some grp , to hab someone to be with me that all , and yet i make u angry . u know what i am thinkin, bout the honging part . thank . i promise u i wil change . i am sry dun angry le :(

2010-06-04T10:28:00.000-07:00

come here update blog ! is so long since i update myself haha . had been updated by my bestie everytime ! thank bestie :d come here blog . is ordi 1.30 in the mornin and yet i am nt tired at all ! stress stress .

it had been long bout i realise it growing deeper and deeper , and every action u make make a huge impact on me . ily girl <3

2010-06-02T09:07:00.001-07:00

HELLO .
Bestie your blog can die already , nvrmm .
I help you re-alive now ~
okay , I AM HAVING HOLIDAYS AND HE'S STUDYING ^^

somethings happen & I guess it's okay now ? :)
sorry bestie ! D:
I agitated too fast and did not think of the consequences , & did nt think of hw u feel ~
ty much luhs ! for concern me so muchhhhh , tq alot harrrrrrrr . <3

kthxbye . :D

2010-05-23T05:05:00.000-07:00

Hello hello.

Yeah, It's been a long long time since I helped Bestie to post.
Here I helped you post alr. :)

KAYTHXBYE.

2010-05-14T08:28:00.000-07:00

wtf lahz ! if that wad u wan i will grant ! knn ! pcb !

2010-05-10T07:52:00.000-07:00

came here to update haha !
my bestie very lazy update my blog .
so here i am helpin myself to update !
sch had been normal ,
had some friend !
especially dba 06 , love that class haha !
so let see anything i wan add ?
nothing le , anything text me k !

BESTIE U ROCK TTM KK <3

Beeeeeeeeeeeeeepbeep. :)

2010-04-28T06:24:00.000-07:00

hello hello , yes I am bestie AGAIN .
always is mi update one sia , he nvr update de. pshh . no fair .

okay , he tdy came to meet me aft his lesson . at kfc ! ^^
deesiao him , make him laugh . lol .
keep say me guailan ! :( :( IDW HELP U UPDATE LERHS .
byeeeeeeeeeebyeeeeeeeee ! :b .

hehehehehehehe .
KKK , BYEBYE I WANNA GO NOW .

BESTIE IS MORE AND MORE HANDSOME , GET THAT .

Love is about trust.

2010-04-26T05:41:00.000-07:00

Hello hello ! :x

Bestie as I promised , I help u post rite.
& help u change skins also rite. I did my part hor ! :b
idw have the same skin as u ! herhs.
nvm , he went bck to school study & wasted his whole morning ! :D

luckily gt me pei him text if not he shall die .
perish or die ! :B
I shall stop here ~~~~~~
bestie , i updated for u hor .

byebye.

I am baccccccck! :D

2010-04-21T20:19:00.001-07:00

hello hello ! ^^

helping bestie to post as he dk what to post -3-

pictures above one of them is i draw one :x

cfm mine nicer la ! :B sooooooo obvious ~

finally he can go bck schl study !

BESTIE , STAY HANDSOME HOR .

&& ~ bestie rock ttm .

luv you alot lah bestie ! :D.

Peace! :D

2010-04-15T07:02:00.000-07:00

Hello hello, don't tell you who am I first ! :D

alright , he woke up at 9am plus plus ~
and meet Jeremy. Blah blah .
me and clara meet him at Amk ~

play arcade, big rain ~~~~~~~
ahh , whn he playing max tune. Me and clara keep pull his extension hair.
& I said from above , his extension look like ribbon x-x.
but ! BESTIE STILL HANDSOME LA , win liao bestie :D.
play jubeat , haolian only him! can play so high level . :b
i newbies , of course play level 3 la ! :(
bully mi only .
blan me and clara drink, and mrt to sembawang.
that's all for tdy !
was so happy la :D

To my best bestie ever :
bestie ah, must cheer up okay !
cannot sad sad, anything tell me !:D

BOOM BOOM BOOM .

2010-04-10T07:17:00.000-07:00

HEY YO, don't tell you who am I first .

Okays , he went to extension today .
Fringe white & back purple .
I saw him and said his back tail look like dragon's tail ! :D
He donated only 20 cents for me ! :(
& he go arcade ! still say no money .
Pshhh , but his wallet indeed got only 20 cents ! :D
HAHAHAHAHAHA , k I'm being retarded here.
Follow me closely ! :D

After I board bus , he's here too <:.
crap around , & he look more handsome with that extension ! :B .
BESTIE YOU WIN LIAO , HANDSOME LIAO OKEH :D.

Bestie! :D
Thanks for being such a good bestie to me yo. you're the best la.
take good care when i go camp hor ! :X
got problems ? wait till I come back then slowly complain ~
hehehe , I'm the best yes I know that ! :B.
MY BESTEST GUY FRIEND OKAY ! :D

2010-04-05T04:16:00.000-07:00

i am jus sry , i didnt know i wan help u in the end i get u into deeper shit , i am really sry :( haiz :(

2010-04-02T10:14:00.000-07:00

come update blog since ntn to do . haha . todae sales was gd . haha . able to sleep for 2 hr haha . after my dinner brk . dinner brk leanne they all came to find me since they also in town haha . eat ljs . then leanne go steal my food even though she know i am like damm hungry lol . nvrm then went up sleep haha. ntn liao haha .

to michelle bestie .
cheer up lahz , try think of the gd side , this will cause u nt to sad . this is how i do my stuff kk :d cheer up girl i dun wan see u sad . the rest i wanna sae de i ordi sae to u :D cheer up meet u soon :D

to leanne :D .
u also another one cheer up lahz , thank for cheering thing with me . i dunno this will help , but fight against ur fate . that what i am doin now . try change the fate it can de . u urself know whether is it true anot . listen and follow ur heart kk , that the best way . by followin ur heart u wun regret even if it fail . use ur heart to think sometime and u may realise it will help u solve alot of stuff . kk ? i know is hard but try . this is where friend came into play . gd friend wil be there to help u pull thru ur ordeal de k ? dun wan see u sad and hear that u shed tears again kk ? cheer up girl :d

to her .
since u wan me gib up i will , even thought i know is hard :(

2010-04-01T05:03:00.002-07:00

Hellohello.
Bestie is working, i'm kind enough to help him update.
3rd time already i think? How good can I be.

Haha, okay. Have nothing to say ..
Oh ya, he have something to say to tall girl. :D

I MISS YOU LOADS.

2010-03-28T10:50:00.000-07:00

finish taka fair le :d haha todae tear down , damm shag sia . fone no batt lol . stupid fone sometime cant charge de lol . tmr mondae liao , hope thing would be alright den :(

我对你的爱是不能用字形容的，我多么希望你爱的人是我但是我知道你爱的不是我。我试过放弃但失败了。这或许是我跌的太升了吧:(

BOOM. :D

2010-03-26T07:52:00.000-07:00

HELLO HELLO HELLO. ^^

OHYES, IM BESTIE. :)

Okay, he work work work work work.
helped him buy top up card.
finally, if not his credits left freaking 5dollars, how survive! x-x

Yeah. Bestie faster online kkay! :)
byebye.

*ps, i'm tall. :D

2010-03-24T09:21:00.001-07:00

came here update , haha was busy workin in taka nowsdae . last dae at 28 march :d finally can rest liao hehe :d hope we hit our target sia ! then can have incentive :D hehe which mean more money . todae no ppl so there slackin when i suddenly have a urge to write a compo sia dunno why , since have urge then write loh ! haha :D

Working out hard trying to earn a living , a cobbler was slogging out at the train station , helping those businessmen cleaning and polishing their shoe . life was hard on him , with a bench and a seat for his customer , that was what he needed to set up his stall . However , he was happy as life was stress free for him , without much to think as he was single , as his mother had died long ago when he was in the age of ten . However thing changes at that particular afternoon ..

He was preparing to set up his stall at the busy train station when he heard the sound of the train approaching . Thinking that business was coming , the cobbler quickly set up his stall , puttin the seat infront of him , and the bench infront . Opening up his tool box , he took out his clothes and wax and waited for business to come up .

soon crowds started to grow with people crying and shouting happily , either seeing their love one leaving them or coming back to visit them . It was the usual scene the cobbler would experience whenever the trains arrived . suddenly one lady walk towards him , asking him " Would you mind helping me repair this shoe . The base of the shoe had come off . " The cobbler was smiling happily as he would earn much more than polishing shoe by repairing for the lady , therefore he immediately nodded . The cobbler usher the lady to the seat he prepare before hand and ask the lady to be seated before asking for the shoe . Once the cobbler took the shoe , he started his work .

Within 15 minutes , the cobbler managed to repair the shoe . He wraped the shoes nicely and then returned the shoe to the lady . This was the moment that caught his attention . Beside the lady , stood another lady , which was about the same size as the lady , but was much more attractive and grogeous than the lady . Wearing a white dress , she was like a princess for the cobbler . With big beautiful eye , and a small lip , the cobbler fell deeply for her . He was so attracted to her , that her friend call the cobbler several time , before the cobbler managed to move his attention back to the customer and pass her back her shoe , with his attention still on her friend . The lady paid the cobbler and went away with her friend . The cobbler looking at her back view , still mesmorized by her friend , and before he knew it another customer came . He quickly turned and attend to the customer and for the rest of the afternoon , he was still thinking of that lady and it was when for the first time of his life , he knew that he was in love .

The sun had set down and it was finally the time to pack up and leave for home . He tied his bench and seat to his bicycle , and within mintues he was on his way home , still thinking of that lady . On his way home , he suddenly heard a lady screaming for help . He quickly peddle to the lady and saw a few drunkard teasing a lady . The cobbler saw and was about to walk away when suddenly someone hold onto him . He turn and what a shock of his life , it was that lady that he was missing throughout the whole afternoon . Seeing the drunkard walking towards her , the cobbler quickly untied his seat , leaving a space for her and ushered her to it down , once she was done , the cobbler quickly cycled all the way , while the lady hugging him tight . The cobbler was not tired at all , and cycle and cycle and cycle and finally stop beside a lake .

The lady was still hugging him tight . It was when the cobbler felt that the time had stopped for him . He put down the stand of the bicycle before turning over to look at the lady . The lady was looking up to him , into his eye . They stood there for 30 seconds before the cobbler said . " IT　safe now , do not worry .＂　It was when the lady started to released him . The cobbler helped the lady down on his bike and helped her sit beside the lake . He sat beside her and asked her ," what happened ? why did the drunkard go after you ?" She explained that she came over here to visit her sister that was currently based here and they had a party just now to celebrate it . Those drunkard was just her sister friend . This started the whole chat , and before they knew it , it was already dawn . The cobbler offered to cycle her home from the lake , and throughout the journey , the lady was hugging him tightly . How he wished the time could stop for him .

They finally reached her place . The cobbler stop and the lady alighted , smiling to him brightly and before he knew it , the lady gave him a kiss on his cheek . The cobbler face turned red instantly , and the lady just ran away . Seeing her ran away , he shouted ," May i know what your names and can i invited you to the lake again tonight ? " The lady turned and said , " Yes ! meet u 8 outside my house and my name is ***** , " smiling broadly while jumping her way into her house . The cobbler watched her till the last part of her was covered by the wall .

At that night the cobbler wore his father wedding suit , and cycled all the way to the lady house . When he reached , ***** was already waiting outside her house waiting for him . The cobbler helped her to the bike and cycled down to the lake . He lay a mat on the floor , before helping her to the mat . He lay some food on the mat and they started to have a pinic and chatted all the way to dawn again . The cycle continued and before they knew it , they are already a couple .

However good things came to an end . One month had passed since they first met . They were still as sweet as ever , cycling here and there , holding tightly to one another . However when they were at the lake , having their usual pinic , ***** said ," i would be leaving tomorrow , my father had bethored me to a guy in the royal family . I tried protest but to no valid , i am sorry ." The cobbler stunned at what ***** said and just looked at her . ***** hugged him tightly and said ," i will never forget you , hugging u tightly , your soft lips , your everything . All i wanna say i only love you , but i am sorry i had to leave . " saying this , ***** just stand up , with watery eye and ran all the way . The cobbler did not know what to do . He did not know how to cope with life without her . He was used to having her by her side now . He loved her so much ... and before he knew it , tears started to roll down on his cheek .

Ever since that day , the cobbler had give up on everything . He stopped doing his business , and sit at the train station , drinking his vodka . He just sit there and stared at every train that come by him , hoping that he would meet ***** again . Months passed by , he was still there holding his vodka , drinking and drinking . Alot of his old customer saw him and ask him why he was doing this , he just replied " because i stil love her , that why i gonna wait for her here because this is where we first met . "

Dozen of years passed by , he was still there , but just that he now have much more wrinkle and have more white hair compared to last time . He still say the same thing to the old customer he had served when he was still a cobbler , however he added another sentence in , "i know waiting for her is like waiting for a train that never come , however i do not regret waiting for her here for the past few years . "

In the end , did he managed to see his lover , i would not wanna continue , let those that gonna read this story to guess on their own ba .

this is what i suddenly think of when i was working todae , i jus wanna tell her , i will be like the cobbler in the story , waiting for u till one dae u fell in love with me and accept me , uoyevoli . :(

STARSZ ON THE WALL

2010-03-19T09:12:00.000-07:00

harlo its the veryverytall, taller than you can imagine the girl here (;
hahha, he now talkin to this oh-so-awesome girl, (points to self)
he had work today till like 10plus liddat.
then he mrt home, with 2 batt left in his phone.
idk eh, im just here to help him revive his blog .
okok, tag more (;
lastly, im taller than u .
ok, bbye (^^)

2010-03-17T08:24:00.000-07:00

came update blog , todae went work at 9 reach there 9 plus then start work til bout 10 come back ! ntn much lol . jus sale damm little dunno why lol !!! nvrm lahz . and worse no fone , card no money wth !! haiz sian . nvrm see whn gt money top up haha !! gonna stop here ntn to sae liao haha !!

to tall girl :D
am so farking tired when workin , but u gave me the strength to go on . was farking stress bout stuff , but tokin to u jus make me forgt everything . was sad throughout the dae , but seein u tokin to me on msn jus make me laugh broadly , maybe that what u r to me , an angel , that was kept inside my heart clearing all my trouble away . u r jus that great . 之想对你说你对我多么的重要 .

2010-03-16T10:08:00.000-07:00

Hello!

Yesyes, you won't ever know who am I.
Bestie, I help you kk. Must be thankful. YAY!

Alright, he have something to say to TALL GIRL.

to tall girl ,
yes is easy to change the name of one contact to the another , but is hard to change the content that i wanna tell u , the thing i wanna tell u cant be sae to other ppl , is jus meanly for u and only u . i know it hard with my way , with my look , but i had a heart that wanna fly to ur side without any obstruction .

Kays. I know who lerhs.
Guess kays ! :)

BESTIE, IM ENDING NAOZ. BE GRATEFUL. K!

Kbaibai. :)

2010-03-16T08:45:00.000-07:00

updatin my blog because someone requested me too . went chalet with my whole clique yesterdae . had so much fun mehz ! we dance sing and even gay inside the whole chalet haha . then ytd went wild wild wet . had fun ttm sia . play all that game , scary but fun haha :d eveyrthing was alright lahz , jus that some call dampen my mood , but lucky there brother there to cheer me up , thank brother . haha . at night went drinking , drink alot , nt seh but bloated ttm , vomitted uo lol . haha . then todae morning went home , til now then can use com . ntn much to update .

to that tall girl .
thank for the care , appreciate it . it jus melted my heart when i saw the post . i know wad u mean , i will pour everything to her , but it would be much beta if that person was u . jus seeing ur name appear on my fone jus brighten up my dae . one more thing , YOU ARE TALL DE .

2010-03-10T09:14:00.000-08:00

is long since i update my blog myself . haha . sry for those that read my blog . i am now currently workin in takashimaya under infantino , my last time boss . hah wan can come find me kk ? had been goin home early and use com . cannot go out wad . finish my exam liao , comfirm gail 3 sub , die le , but at least i try my best le ? i hope i wun go in , that all . and i miss alot of ppl , especially my clique , includin those that have drift away from me , especially sharon yvonne and ******* . i dunno u stil gt read my blog but yeah i miss u alot , the time we spent tgt , crap tgt , shooting and crappin with one another , waiting for u at coffeeshop , seein u sad happy time . i dunno wad happen and when i offend u , but i hope i can see u msgin me soon , i miss u alot sister !!! haiz :( other than that nothing le :d lookin forward to sundae !! woohoooo !!!

aloha

2010-02-19T00:55:00.000-08:00

aloha know who miie ?
iie am berii berii dherr cuteez w0rhz .
iie lurbb jard p0hh shh0 muchh .
kkkie larhhx , updatedd lerhs !!!!
dunchh kipp arsking b0o0o0o0n tuurhs updat3 okiie .
hee berrii stress orshh0 lerhhs nowadays ..
kkiie buhbuaiix .
muackkkks .

2010-01-15T07:00:00.000-08:00

feel like bloggin haiz .
dunno why .
moodless . lol .
this week sux lahz .
sister and brother all angry with me for wad i did haiz ,
dunno wad the fark i am doin , haiz .
jus wanna sae i am sry to u all haiz :(
SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i wan meet u soon . i gt alot of thing wan tell u haiz :(

2010-01-07T04:53:00.001-08:00

come here blog hehe :d
jus finish downloadin the whole window again !
because gt alot virus lol .
haha . do nothing much jus at home play psp .
then after that go basketbal court play basketball then come up le :D
hehe :D so here i am bloggin . ntn to blog le .
tmr goin sgh !
hopee he fine :D

AND FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE ! MY SISTER SUEANNE EE ACTUALLY ASK ME TO GO EAT AT A COFFEE SHOP ! SURPRISE RITE !

haha actually is shockin because she had been a princess since i know her when i am sec 2 . haha :D hope u last long girl kk !

to my bestie !
haha sorry nvr update as promise ! but i did now kk . thank for the word u tel me . it make me realise one thing . i stil had u as my beloved bestie , HAHA . i stil rmb all the thing we had done an the word we had tell one another . make me realise how many memory we had tgt lol . the fone call we tok everydae at that time . the time i went down to go pick u up from sch . the first time i met u . the promises i make i stil rmb kk ! be honour girl ! haha . the tok we had on msn a fews dae ago keep bringin my memory back lohz . haha i miss u like fark lahz ! haha . come meet me soon kk . and tmr cfm nt meetin u . had to go sgh so yeah . and u r right . wad mine wil be mine wad nt wil nt be mine . i wil rmb kk :D and u also lahz ! i share my thing with u ! u also must share with me then fair ma . i am jus 8 digit away from u only . so jus text me if u wanna tel me anything kk ! love u lots bestie ! :D

2010-01-06T08:06:00.000-08:00

Hi , haven't been seeing you or meeting you much . We know the reason why can already . School had started , a very busy week for me , sad die. My hair turning white soon . *Laughs* Hey , meet me soon okay , i miss you . Lucky we are still contacting if not you will be dead . Hoho , just kidding with you. Take good care of yourself alrights , don't fall sick . see you soon , tons of misses .

xoxo ,
`yourbaby. (:

Hi .

2010-01-03T04:34:00.000-08:00

Hi Boonping .

Miracle i came to your blog ? Haha . School's starting tomorrow already which means i will be having lesser time to spend with you guys . Sad right . But i will still find time to meet you all okays (: Must still remember me alright , and i want to see him too . Hoho , you should know who am i already lah . (: Okay , study hard k , don't get yourself into troubles in school . Be a good boy and must love me more . Haha , text me tomorrow and don't call me tomorrow morning . Give him a wake up call at 0615 alrights , thanks . Appreciate , shall end here .

Bye Boonping .

2009-12-30T08:03:00.000-08:00

haha come blog . saw baby blog . then decided to gib dedication . another 24 hrs it wil be a new year le . let sum up everything . have alot of ups and down . but it had been a smooth sailing year . knowin alot of gd frenz . who alway there for me . so yeah .

joshua : haha u alway the first person to come up in my mind . for brother . regardless wad . tmr will be the 6 yr we know each other . so yeah . stil rmb we at ytss . keep deesiao one another , then i shag , jio u one on one u jus accept . i alway rmb that man . my best bro . even though we drifted , but we stil bro rite . my best bro u know . be proud brother . hope we meet up soon and had our drinkin session soon kk :D u also must take care of urself . dun seh le kk :( let us tgt hope next year would be a better year kk :D haha :D

therisa : haha is nice to know u . it gonna be one year since we know each other . havin u this sister with me really brighten my dae . even though we keep kp each other but in our heart , i am sure we know we stil care for one another rite . haha . regardless when i sad or happy u wil know de lahz . telepathy hehe . tmr will be the start of the new year . let hope we will have a better year ahead . kk :d and sister brother pbt kk :d

fish : haha another bro of mine . all this month , the only one left standin with me is u liao . appreciate it alot . nt u i cfm no friend liao . without u alot of thing i also cant complete . thank bro . let us hope next year we had a gd year ahead and best of all hope ur christmas dream will come true kk :D confirm can de lahz . i have trust with u . :D

sharon : baby , thank for everythin , i think either than therisa the next to know me most wil be u le . haha . even though we only know for a few month , and drifted also , but in the end we are stil as close as now . thank for all u had done . all the word u had tell me :d haha i alway rmb . u must be happy lehz . i nt happy nvrm . seein u all happy is wad i want most . i dun care how ppl think of me . jus rmb me u fish and sa happy i happy liao :d kk :d anything i also 8 digit away kk ;d thank baby . and thank you .

jiamin : laopo haha . u make me felt so impt girl :D hehe . i nvr regret doin anythin for u . even though ppl keep sayin i am wrong but i trust myself kk . i know i am right . jus know dun harm and take care of urself . that all i wan . and rmb our 1st jan the date kk :d hehe :D love u lots laopo :D and thank for the accompanyin . with u around alway make my dae extremely happy hehe :d make me felt blessed :D

jared mum : haha godmother . thank u . i dunno how to appreciate my thank for u . thank for gibin me all this advice . even though we have drifted but i stil treat u as if like my half mother kk :d i stil rmb when i am shag or need advice , first person think of will be u , and u wil alway gib me correct advice de . haha :d i promise u aunty gt time i cfm go out find u de . sun bian find jared . hehe :D

jared : haha seein u mature alot i am happy kk :D we have gone thru alot of thing tgt . thick and thin . haha i stil rmb in my heart kk :d i stil rmb all the thing u tel me kk :D we bro pbt kk :d i know i keep ps u lahz . but hope u understand kk . not i dun wan is no time kk . i am sry . but i stil treat u as if u my brother de . kk . all the night we ton tgt . all the thing we done , smoke tgt basketball tgt . all i stil rmb kk :d so dun wry bro . i wun forgt u and last long .

fanny : haha brother i cfm wun forgt u de . i know u kip sayin i forgt u but i nvr . u can ask . u gt anything i stil wil go down de kk . all the thing u had done for me is enough le . is my turn to return u kk :d dun be stress up with ur family . i know they wil understand de kk . i cfm stand by ur side . and i am sure u and jared wil cfm last de . k :D

dion : i know we have drifted . but i hope if u able to see this right , i wil stil treat u as my best friend , my brother same as fish de . jus hope u understand my situation . :(

clara : my mummy i love u ttm lahz . haha . akway ther askin me whether i am alright . i sot u wil cheer me up . even though we know each other like 2 month but we are that close liao . haha . jus hope everythin u can open up to me , like how i open up to u kk . regardless personal or wad . my fone is alway open for u kk . and i wil end it with mummy i love u :d

last of all u : haiz even though thing have change . but i wil stil obey to my promise . i wil be there for u when u need me kk . i am sry i couldnt help u much when u ask me for help , but u know if within my mean i cfm go de rite correct . jus take care when u inside . i am wry u r being use by the people inside , jus be clever kk . dun wanna see u sad kk . cheer up and dun think so much bout ur family kk .

2009-12-23T07:31:00.000-08:00

haha see the pic above .

my beloved nu er do for me de .

even if it is a very long ago pic .

but nvrm . daddy stil love u kk :D

rmb anythin stil can call em .

within my mean i sti wil go down .

i rmb the time we keep tokin on the fone .

and keep advisin u and so on .

love those dae .

even though we drifted but i stil with u .

now u inside litao le .

must take care kk .

dun wan see u hae any trouble heartpain bodoh .

and last of all end with .

ong shu xian my beloves nu er . love u lots kk :D

2009-12-08T07:45:00.000-08:00

came here blog haiz .
stil thinkin wad i do jus now is it right anot !
i jus hope to tel u and i know u wil .
is i think i did ntn wrong .
wei le brother and sister i dun mind doin that kk !
u may think i shoot kia tel him wad u have told me .
but i had no regret .
because i think that the best way to keep ur smile on ur face .
because i dun wan u to lost that smile.

2009-12-03T18:33:00.000-08:00

is long since i blog . now in lesson . haha . learnin the accomodation in singapore . haha . sayin hotel 81 hehe . wth . had pon my sch for last 2 dae . haha . went to cs party . had lot of problem but everythin stil go out alright . haha . jus hope evry couple is alright .

sister i dun wan u so sad . i believe u can find ur own happiness like me de kk . thank for ur accompany this few dae kk :D love die u sister .

and thank sharon baby for helpin me update blog kk :d love :D

2009-11-27T08:06:00.000-08:00

YOYOYO !
Helping this lazy pig to update his veryveryvery dead blog . Haha ! Hmm, i dunno what he doing nowadays ley , i no stalk him de , actually is no stalk anybody . Laugh die . I only knows he go school, pon school ? HAHA! Ohya, today he went IT Fair & bought a printer . .__. , must buy for me also ma, wahlao eh ! No shareshare, haha. Kidding . Aiya, don't know what he's doing . Idle-ing his time away , more likely . Currently talking on msn together . Aiyo, lazy type le. Wna go watch tele liao . Toodles ~ (:

&, don't worry about us lah . alamak , i don't know about them, but i am certain that i am fine alrights . haas , that bet made , i will win de hor . bu yao xia kan wo. i very strong de, not defeated easily anymore , okays ! haha . &&&&&, i got him to takecare me ma , so don't need worry . takecare ! see you soon, byebye :D

2009-11-23T08:48:00.000-08:00

Hellos people ! (:

Hmm, first of all . Im not boonping , im a girl and this skin is definitely not changed by him . You know why ? Cause he is just too lazy , hahas . Well , im free so i helped him instead (: Spent quite alot of time and effort okays ! :D It may seems simple but well, i did my best . ^^ Like it or not, he still got to ! If not i slaughter him ah ! Haha , kidding (: Life about him changed alot too, shouldnt elaborate too much . Haha , hope he's doing fine . So long no meetup le , he must have missed me alot, hohoho :/ okay , till here . Don't know what to say already :/ &, i bet he's sleeping right now. He's meeting someone [ for me to know , for you to find out ! ] tmrl morning , EARLY ! LOL. (:

BYEBYE READERS & PASSERBY(S) / BLOGHOPPER(S) ! :)

Hey ! Just want to tell you , no matter what i will always be here for you . Just like how you're there for me , for such a long time , giving me great advices & making my days worries free . You always know when i am sad , when i am happy . Hiding my emotions & putting on a mask infront of you it's a tough one cause eventually you get to know everything . That's unfair :P Haha , just really grateful for everything you had done for me , really . Hope you're fine okay , eight digits away only ! Always there for you okay , no worries . (: Lurvs ! :D

2009-11-19T21:59:00.000-08:00

come here blog !
haha was viewin blog when something struck out in my mind .
decided to write out in blog lohz !
was lookin at some blog when suddenly i realise .
there was a lot of person proud of their group .
i would see it everywhere ,
lol serious nt sae wad ,
i understand how it feel to be inside them .
the feelin is manificent lahz !
however seriously to me ,
this is jus tryin to dig your own graveyard .
u wan ur name to pop ,
also could nt like tat write ,
serious this nt only gettin urself into trouble ,
but gettin other also .
i dunno whether i like that write is correct but serious ,
all ur age ranges from 13 to 15 next yr ,
is it worth it to go in sit due to all this stuff ?
i wil write this stuff because i dun wan my friend to be in trouble ,
i dun wan my friend because of wad u wrote and so on ,
and jus be involve with the police .
i dunno how many people wil read ,
jus wanna tell u all hope u all jus change .
dun because of wad put so big in the blog and get people into trouble .

2009-11-14T06:39:00.000-08:00

woke up around 11 plus .
Went to jared's house than to yishun ,
meet jun rui then went safra played pool and dota .
after that went sembawang court play bball .
That's it . tonning at jared's house .
bye peeps .

every smiles that emits from your face ,
I saw how i missed you .
Even i won't believed how I felt .
I'm still waiting , can I ?
How long would i last ?
To see your smiles .
It's worth a thousand hurdles to cross .
haix .. Iloveyou , girl .
Won't you just understand ?!
F.C.U.K-S.H.I.T .

2009-10-31T09:24:00.000-07:00

todae woke up at 11 .
then text with peep .
then went over to food fare to find my mother eat lunch then find clique .
went to arcade play then basketball court .
jared came down !
had fun playin basketbal with him !
it had been so longggggggggggg since i play til so happily !
Thank jared !
but it change as it suddenly rain haiz :(
then slack under block tok :(
then went 334 eat pei jared wait cab then slack then home !
that all :D

i had been tryin to use basketball to distress ,
however thing is nt like before :(
everydae study til 5 , jus hopin i could had a gd time at basketbal court like before ,
but in the end wad i had ?
more and more stress !
wth i jus wan to have a relax time playin ,
but in the end because they dun like me ,
i had to avoid them ,
they comin down more and more often ,
then wad am i suppose to do , avoid them ?
then wad for ?
they play one side i play another side ,
then wad the hell i come down play for .
this farkin feelin sux can !
dun u think last time when playin basketbal ,
i am so happy and so on and now !
in the end they only farkingly think bout them then me !
wad the point they wan me go down and in the end ps me !
this is wad u all feel last time .
then now me anyone wil care for me ! no !
seriously i hate them lahz ! (except for some )
they ruin my mood ,
ruin my friend wad they wan !
if u all dun like me , then why am i alway the one goin away and nt them !
wad cant they jus stay at sp !
wtf they wan !
cb lahz !
my once place that i play last time had been completely ruin !
hu wil know haiz :(

to michelle bestie !
ur dedication :)
it had been long since i gav u once !
i miss u like hell can !
all the call we make every night ,
all the thing we message i could stil rmb in my heart !
i miss u cn !!
come down meet me soon bestie !

2009-10-27T02:14:00.000-07:00

come here blog .
was at basketball court updatin . :D
haha :d see i gd rite :D
haha goin play basketball le :D
nothing to update anythin text me :D
come here gib dedication :D

sister :D
it had been so long since i meet u :(
i miss u soooooo much can !
i wan meet u soon can !
i stil rmb how we eat at 515 coffee shop and so on !
how we chat and drink :D
and how we have our heart to heart talk !
gt time come down find me can !
and this urs dedication le !
i wan mine too !

2009-10-21T06:13:00.001-07:00

come here blog..
ytd went to eat buffet with fanny!!!
haha:D eat so damm full can!!
haha wan see pic ask me myself:D
lazy upload..
met her at khatib mrt at 6..
then mrt down ahha:d
eat alot crap alot with her:D
then went buy drin drink with her:D
camwhore also..
haha:D

Brother here ur dedication lahz:D
brother thank for alway been there for me..
i dunno wad i can do..
ur listenin ear is alway available for me..
ytd we had a gd chat ytd..
and it really make me cheer up alot:D
thank u so much kk..
i dunno lahz..
u jus gib me a feelin that..
u can be trusted and so on..
u wil alway be a call away from me:D
i sad i stress i could jus pour everything out to u..
i really appreciate it..
u should be honour i wil think of u when u i am sad kk:D
but same thing for u..
when u r sad or stress..
i also be there also lahz:D
ur reply confirm i wil reply..
regardless how busy i am:D
and last of all thank brother for everythin u had done for me:D
lots u lots brother..

is the dedication long enough??

2009-10-19T07:42:00.001-07:00

came here update haha:D
startin of sch..
start of a new life in sch..
was quite wry..
but in the end i stil step in..
lucky the cher treat mw quite gd..
finally settle down then start lesson...
however dun really like my class de ppl..
very act lahz:(
but no choice endure..
they dun huantiio me i dun huantio them lohz:D
some dedication:D

to girf:D
dun think so much le..
haha i wil confirm think of a way to help u out de kk,..
even thought is hard but i wil try i dun care..
but if really is diff..
then u shld think of the msot extreme way lohz..
but i hope that ur last resort kk:D
cheer up girlfriend:D
love u lots:D

to sharon baby:D
i am happy u and him finally clear up le correct:D
it gd lahz for both of u all..
dun regret any decision that u all make..
this wil only let u regret whole life..
kk..and thank for being there for me kk:d
love u lots:D

to joanne sister:D
haha o level comin liao thn must buck up kk:d
anythin dunno can ask me
i wil try my best to help u kk:D
and dun stress bout r/s problem..
anythin gt me tell me:D
i try my best to help u kk:d
that the best way lohz..
if nt see u sad sad thn he also sad sad then haiz ma:(

to chris mei mei..
u ah..i dunno wad to sae liao..
everytime tel u u nvr reply me..
bbut i know u gt listen..
i hope u wil heed my advice and open up..
even if it the darkest secret..
jus open up to ur stead:D
i believe he wil be ther for u correct:D
but need any advice u can tell me:D
i try my best gib u lohz:D
kk dun put everythin inside can..

to melinda:D
u everytime see u smile smile..
but inside u had lots of pro..
can plz dun stress me..
jus sae out ur pro lahz..
dun keep wan me prompt u lehz..
and guess lehz wil get alot of white hair..
but u gt anything need advice ask me lohz..
me as ur advisor confirm wil help de haha:D
cheer up:D

to liyan mei mei..
u take care of urself..
dun alway let family matter get into ur life kk..
come out slack is have fun..
throw away all the trouble and have lot fun..
i believe with us u happy..
then dun stress over all ur stuff..
anythin i believe ur sister wil be there for u..
i also will kk:D
cheer up mei mei:D

to qian wei:D:D
among all..i worry u the most lahz..
dunno why because u keep actin nothing happen..
that make me damm worry lahz..
even u sad u strss or wad..
it doesnt open up..
it make me worry for u even more..
i wan to be by urside helpin u out...
wan to be ther for u..
hope u willin to open up:(
but regardless wad..
my fone is there...
u know my number..
anythin jus text me...
kk:D
and u keep fallin sick must take care can:(

to dion:D
u finally cheer up todae..
was happy to see u so..
u alway sae brother are there..
if that so tell us..
we wil brainstorm and think for u de kk:D
see u happy we all confirm will happy de kk:D
kk brother for life!!!

to fish:D
u dun think so much..
i know is stress for u too..
but gib each of u all some time..
i believe time wil prove everything..
time wil prove everything u did is right kk:D
cheer up we dun wan see u shag..
see u shag make us nt happy too:(

to jinqiang:D
dun keep pon sch lahz:D
kk:Du keep pon sch..
ur stead also wil wry de rite..
which make her angry correct..
regardin the msg thingy..
dun think so much..
only by relax wil u think beta and do beta.
if nt if u did something wrong..
u wan regret also too late le correct..
cheer up bro:D

We as one clique confirm will last de:D
kk:D anythin we wil be there for another lahz kk:D
that wad friend and clique are for:D:D

and one more thing..jared brother:D i now start sch le..
i cant pei u much le..
i promise i wil try take out time to pei u kk:D
sry but i sti treat u as if my didi can..
dun angry le:(

2009-10-14T09:20:00.000-07:00

came here blog..
ntn to do ma..
had a mini celebration of joanne bdae..
qiangg was damm sweet to joanne lahz..
wth..
usin light stick and so on..
haha joanne shld know how to treasure him kk..
gd guy haha:D..
haha..then went 406 slack..
saw roy spoke awhile..
settle some stuff there..
then go home:D haha..
ntn much:D

lovin u was nvr a regret in my life..
jus endless of disappointment in myself..
i dunnno i shld be happy or sad when my bdae is comin..
thing is nt rite for me..
goin haywire..
but reegardless wad..
i wun gib up i wun brk down..
thing wil still be the same..
life wil stil be goin on..
i stil ur korxs and frenz:D
need my help i wil stil be there..
that wad i promises..

2009-10-11T10:18:00.000-07:00

i wil be thinkin how much have i done??
is everything worth it??
is it really seein ppl happy then wil i happy..
bt seein them den compare back on myself..
i felt jealous envy and so on..
is that all i could have..
all i hav in my whole life..
i dun wan.
i wan a relationship that i can last..
i only wan her..
but she nvr ever gib me a chance..
basically fark up life..
why why why!!!
i realy dunno..
all she have was him and him..
but i only wan her and her..
i love u girl..

2009-10-09T21:06:00.000-07:00

came here update because someone call me to...
thing change alot sia..
haiz no mood to update lahz..
jus wanna tell all my friend dun coz of r/s shag lahz..
kk..see u al shag but i cant do anything make me felt useless..
cheer up everyone will u??
especially her:(

2009-10-07T05:30:00.000-07:00

Fark up lah..
aunty next time jus stfu lahz.. knn..
is my stuff wad for pull my mother in..
wad for kip tellin my mother stuff..
farkin fun is it??
wan jus come tell me lahz..
dun nid behind my back go tell my mother..
next time i go in front of u..
sae u son or daughter stuff u all happy ma..
no rite then..
u think i farkingly happy..
u wan see me and my mother relationship become so tensed up then u all happy is it..
wad u all wan cb..
we ther jus slackin and smokin so..
i smoke so..
wad for ask my mother that..
wan nt happy jus scold me..
i let u scold jus dun kip bombard my mother those farking qn like..
why u let ur son smoke and so on..
cb..smoke is pk ah..
knn..is smoke pk then ur husband smoke pk lahz..
then u dun like jus ask ur son and daughter dun hang out with me lahz..
knn pcb..

2009-10-05T10:33:00.001-07:00

i felt so useless..
i felt that i am nt up to it when things came..
i thought i have seen a lot of thing..
i thought i would be able to settle alot of thing..
however it prove me wrong..
i am ntn..
i have never really know alot of stuff..
i was nt up to it..
serious fark up situation..
VEXXXXXXXXXX and STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
my studies..my friend..family...
thing is comin up one by one..
am i suppose to pass all this..
it jus too much for a 17 yrs old boy to hhandle..
god if u really there..
tel me wad to do..
i jus feel very......useless...
haiz..but one thing for sure..
i would do thign nice for u all..
dun worry:(
dun ask me bout wad happen..

FARK UP..

2009-10-05T08:04:00.001-07:00

thing is jus gettin fark up..
seriously i dun wan lost any of u..
gib me time..
i confirm wil solve the problem out..
even if it mean causin my sleep..
i dun wan see the once united family been brken up like this..
if i need to be scarifice i will..
jus to get both of u all happy..
gib me time for both of u..
i love u girl..

2009-10-04T09:43:00.000-07:00

ytd ton outside near sembawang..
with dion fish me chris edwin..
met at 3 plus..
then play card at 332 and slack toward bout 5 plus 6..
meanwhile yvonne came..
then went to dion block wait for dion..
slack and then went down..
went to buy candle and so on..
went over to qian wei block wait for her while yvonne went pick sharon..
then she came walk to 332 after walkin one big round..
play fire and candle over there..
drink chatted til bout 10..
yvonne sharon came over find us..
then go to cp..
qiang and joanne come find us..
sit slack..
then went over to 313..
eat then slack at the playground for a while..
thing happend dun wanna elaborate..
then slack til bout 1 plus..
walk to 406 coffee shop sit..
while qian wei went home..
was msgin with her throughtout..
hah thank girl:D
sat ther to bout 2 plus..
then walk over to 500 plus..
then lee han came join us..
play the playground there..
haha..then joshua came to find me..
it had been long since we brother cha..
had a gd chat..
joshua left at 4.30..
but we stil had fun..
so bout 5 plus went over to 505 sit chat till 6 plus went home:D
had fun ton..haha..it had been long since i ton..
then wake up at 1 then wash up then went down eat and went to meet usual co..
was very borin but someone entertain me thru out..
thank girl..
then basketball and so on and home:D

2009-09-27T08:57:00.000-07:00

It had been long since i blog..
decided to blog since moody..
wake up at 8 plus..
wash up then go work le..
was appointed to do fillin for the mooncake..
i farkingly swear that is hard mehz..
wth...is hot hand dirty and it took alot of effort..
thought can release at 9 but in the end release at 11..
dulannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn..
but nvrm..
then that all lohz..
boringggggggggggg dae..
tmr goin hq..
good luck man..

btw thank sharon for helpin me out todae..
it reall help lahz..
even though is nt a big thing..
but is enough for me le..
btw dun so emo lahz..
cheer up anything stil gt me..
i ur gan baby fake de ah haha....
wan find listenin ear..
if dun mind can find me kk..
24/7 hp on de kk..
and i dun wan see u emo or cry again kk..

it was now then realise how close we both are lahz..
i miss the time u accompanyin me in admiralty..
listenin to all my crap and so on..
but i didnt know that cause u so much misery..
i thought is ok.
but nvrm..
i respect ur decision..
if driftin apart is the best way to get u out of misery then i will..
but jus one thing lohz..
i stil there for u if u wan to.
and last thing i wanna sae..
i am sry.
last long with him kk:(

2009-09-12T05:27:00.000-07:00

Wrkin in taka,then was using my friend blog to update...very nice to use..nt much sale hahs wil update when reach hme:)

2009-09-02T09:08:00.000-07:00

came here blog..
jus wanna sae..
i miss u i really do..
maybe jus as wad jared sae..
maybe love is nt express this way..
if that the case..
teach me how is love bein express mehz:(

2009-08-26T07:06:00.001-07:00

i miss u:(
i really do:(

iloveyou

2009-08-26T06:26:00.000-07:00

MEET MY ONE AND ONLY GANLAOPO , JIAMIN ! ❤
She chio anot !? (: she very cute uh . :] HAHA ! anyw , laopo , iloveyous .
and , bytheway , this post is not posted by boonping horh !

2009-08-25T09:51:00.000-07:00

wake up at ten plus..
saw msg..replied..
then slack slack slack..
went to eat lunch..
msg girlfriend ask her where..
stil in sch..
then wait for her to release..
then meet her le meet lee han..
pei him train to yck then we go amk..
then girlfriend and sharon went slack in amk hub..
while me and adrain go find my laopo..
she very cute omg..
damm cute..
haha..slack chatted..
and she pinch me..
while i pinch harder..
haha she gt blue black..
then she took my fone..
answer lee han call..
sae who are you..
i boon ping stead then kup..
wth..she damm lame i know..
send her back then go back find girlfriend and sharon..
then walk amk hub..
something happen dun wanna sae..
wan know come find me..
then lee han call sae ok..
then meet him then went sembawang court le..
slack around go home le..
haha..

it had been one ful dae without ur message..
however i miss u much more than before..
flippin out my fone..
ur picture wil make me wanna msg u..
but i know i couldnt..
because the person u like is nt me..
i hate myself..
why didnt i know u earlier..
why didnt i take action earlier..
why why why..
are we really nt meant to be??
it farkingly painful..
seein couple huggin one another..
kissin and showin how lovin they will..
and yet i stil need act as if i am happy..
it hard girl.
it hard wearin a mask walkin around..
i wan show my true self..
can it possible..
it happen twice..
and twice i failed..
i promise myself to wait for u..
i thought of forgettin u..
but the harder i try forgttin u..
the more i miss u..
u r the only one i love in my life...
DEAR WILL U BE MY BABY??

2009-08-23T10:46:00.000-07:00

maybe it is the end of eveything..
in the end all u told me before it jus all lies..
makin me believe that i wil have a chance..
in the end,
u jus didnt realise u did love him all..
even how hard i tried,
there nothing gonna happen from it..
wastin my tears and time on u..
is it really worth it??
i really dunno..
it only take a few minutes to have a crush on u...
a few hrs to love u..
but a lifetime to forgt u..
i wanna forgt but jus i couldnt..
givin all i had to u ,
but jus nt enough..
i jus lost..
i knew it deep myself..
but i jus do nt wan admit it..
huggin u in my arms..
let me felt ur heartbeat..
it make me fell in deeper in..
i was in heaven but u jus brought me down to hell with jus one message..
i dunno which part of u is true..
which part of u is fake..
but in front of u..
i couldnt act..
because my heart tel me so..
lookin at ur picture..
memories of u jus kip comin back to me..
makin me more irresistable..
my heart does nt allow anyone in...
because u cast a shadow over it..
my heart can Skip beat for a while...
Memories can be kept in the file...
A desert can be replaced by a Nile.
But nothing can stop a smile,when ur name comes on my fone..

wad can i do to have ur HEART, ur LOVE
can u tel me??
1 thing 2 do 3 word 4 u..
i LOVE u..
even though is jus a simple 3 word 8 letter..
but it only had one meanin to it:(

2009-08-21T08:21:00.000-07:00

it had been long since i update in my blog.
haha nt dun wan update is very lazy update..
now come update because waitin for my show to load..
had nt been slpin well til last few night..
haha thinking of u ma..
wth sad shittxxzz sia..
6493 i hope u know this is for u sia.

lovin u was nvr a regret..
i know it had been hard on u..
but i jus wanna sae i love u..
maybe u may think i jus honging u..
jus tryin to play ur feelin but i am nt..
wad i tel u is all from my heart..
from the first time i saw u..
i know u was mine..
tokin to u make me more certain..
i may nt be the perfect guy u had..
but i can be sure u r the perfect girl i wil ever had..
it really hurt seein u go with a guy which u jus wan to play..
i dun wan it to go on..
even if the sky wil to fall..
i will be there helpin u support the sky..
to let u finish wad u wanna finish..
because i believe the love i had for u wil gib me enough strength..
to stay by ur side..
supportin and encouragin u..
i willin to gib up everything for u..
willing to do everything for u..
jus because i know i love u..
even if this is a trap..
i willin to walk and let u torture..
because u r the one i love..
i love u
this is a lovestory baby jus sae yes..

2009-08-03T19:57:00.000-07:00

came here update..
hae been goin basketball vcery often this few daes..
met a few friend..
haha..
sharon and yvonne and those sss volleyball team de..
haha..
then yvonne now stead with lee han..
and i play a BIG BIG part in it..
must thank me kk..
haha..
while sharon my gan baby hehe..
love her lots<3
esther fly away this mornin..
didnt manage to send her to airport..
quite sad..
but even do i gt no mood..
something bad terribly happen..
haiz sian..

i didnt know all this will happen..
we know each other for 3 month plus..
u knwo how much i dote and care for u..
and now jus one message sae end everything u end..
when i nvr did anything..
serious u nt the laopo i know le..
u seriously chang..
i know people change..
but didnt expect u change so much..
maybe u nvr trust me at all at first.
mayeb u r jus using me........................................

2009-07-27T22:29:00.000-07:00

came to update!!
nothing to do in lesson..
now havin stat lesson..
quite funny lahz..
haha gt so MANY people call me update..
so come lohz..
thing are gettin alright..
gettin use to goin sch..
haha..is gettin more and more fun..
finally gettin along well with classmate le..
ytd went to esther farewell dinner..
had lots of fun!!
haha..serious..
i wil miss her de..

i only know how to miss u where u go away..
i am sry to take u as granted:(
i thought anything u wil be there by me..
u wil be able to go thru with me..
now u wanna go le..
i miss u and memory startin to get back...
i wil love u and miss u kk...

2009-07-14T07:51:00.000-07:00

came here blog..
is long since i blog..
wth..
because ntn to do ma..
life hasd been the saem..
wake up wash..
then chant sutra..
then go sch..
come back..
gt time go play basketball or arcade..
then come back eat dinner..
then chant again..
then play com slp..
gd lifestyle rite..
i know..but i love it lahz..
coz it relaxing..
haha..wil nt update so often le.
coz ntn to update so yeah..

Happy 3 month boonjiamin...my laopo..
haha..time really really fly...
it ordi 3 month le..
haha...serious i also appreciate u being by my side..
because u alway make it available for me..
one fone call away...
i really glad to have u there..
lovin and caring for me..
haha..all the letter u send me..
i all save...
al the dedication i save also..
jus to keep track..
because whenever i am sad..
i wil jus take alook..
alway lookin at the letter make me cry..
but i know all that letter had ur care and love inside..
which make me treasure most..
i wil try nt to brk down..
i dunno how lahz..
but i wil try..
because i dunno whether i can..
it hard on me..
but thank for supportin and encouragin me all the way..
bbelieve and become..
i wil rmb..
kk..seriously..
i also the same..
i jus a fone call away..
anythin u jus msg me..
i wil call u str8 away..
regardless where am i..
i wil do all this because of jus one simple reason..
because u my laopo..
my brother de stead..
the one my bro tell me to take care..
i wil take care and care for u de...
kk..
last of all jus wanna sae...
THANK YOU FOR BEING BY MY SIDE..
happy 3 month and I LOVE U LOTTTTTTTTSSSSS kk..

2009-07-03T08:44:00.000-07:00

come here blog..
since ntn to do..
after all this i finally knew how fragile is relationship..
regardless wad relationship haha..
jus know is damm fragile..
so treasure kk...
bt quite happy some is stil with me..

to my godmother..
i know u read my blog..
so wanna sae..
thank god mother..
without u..
i dunno how i survive with my mother..
thru u i understand my mother more..
and we actually tok more..
i can tok more bout my life..
thank for the advice u gib me and so on..
i appreciate it..
and promise i wil be guai guai..
thank godmother..

to yahui sister..
haha..really happy to know u..
i can share alot with u..
coz i know u wil care for me..
and wil know when and wher to console me..
serious thank..
if nt i really dunno how le..

to fanny brother..
haha..dun sad le lahz..
regardless wad..
i wil stil be here willin to help u..
and console u..
brother sister pbt kk..
once my brother..
alway be my brother..
isnt that wad we promise each other last time??

to michelle bestie..
haha thank for consolin me lahz..
nt for u i really dunno how am i le..
i really treasure this bestie alot..
kk..i know i did stupid stuff for u..
bt regardless wad..
u wil be my bestie and alway be my bestie..
love die u kk..bestie...

to jia min lao po..
thank for consolin me..
everytime sad..
u wil try to make me happy..
even though u may be abit irritatin..
bt wad i stil wil be by ur side..
kk..anything can tel me de kk..
because i am ur lao gong kk..
i love u lotssssss kk...

last of all to my bro..jared:D
thank for being my side..
nt for u i really dunno le..
i treasure this brothership alot..
that why i really cant stand anyone spoilin our brothership..
that why i am so hot when i saw the spammer usin my name..
sae we nt bro..
we hope this last..
and ntn would stop us from bein bro..
brother pai bui toh..
anything..
gd we wil share..
if bad we wil endure tgt kk..
because this is wad brothers are for..
i know u in hostel..
bt i wil stil wait til u come out and have freedom..
then we go out slack tgt..
because this is wad i lookin forward to..
especially tmr home leave..
so must guai guai faster come out..
and last long with my laopo..
kk...

2009-07-01T05:21:00.000-07:00

come update..
because someone call me update..
todae pei jared go sch..
had a gd chat with him..
really gd chat..
haha..
then after that went jared hse slack,..
then went causeway meet melvin pass money..
thn walk around to let time pass..
i 1 went to kfc sit ther..
wait for 2 to come..
saw mixi they all there.
in theend that MARK CHIA didnt come..
call him dun dare pick up...
then msg bo reply..
wtf..damm dulan..
then went to xavier hse le..
slack there..
tok to his mum..
while xavier and his stead in the room..
then went casueway to meet de debbie..
long time nvr see her sort of miss her lol..
coz regardless wad...
is long we tok le..
rmb how i listen to her story..
that make me damm drunk..
kk wadever..
some dedication..

DEBBIE..
haha...jus tryin to tel you...
dun so emo can..
even though u kip smilin..
bt i dunno how u think inside..
maybe gt time we can tok kk..
then i can go drunk one more time..
haha FAKE...
no 1 daoster here ur dedication..

mixi..
ur dedication lahz..
first time see u wear sch uni very weird..
haha...bt also quite nice..
haha when u gonna gib me ur ans..
i wait very long le...

bestie..
u r now my bestie..
i really happy..
at least can tok to u..
beta than last time..
haha...let hope wad u sae is true..
time is the best medicine..
kk...

brother:D
i really scare when u ask me..
hu my pm for..
haiz i hope if u can see this somehow..
u wil know who it referin to kk..
and ur foundation!!!

2009-06-28T09:06:00.001-07:00

igt had beeen long since i update..
went malaysia for one week..
therefore nvr update...
haha alot of thing change every fast..
and one shot all my frenz in boy home had all been release..
i shld be happy..
for releasin all my burden..
bt i cant..i dunno why..
haiz some dedication..

laopo.
sry for wad i msg u jus now..
bt i really scare we wil drifted apart..
we are nt as close as before le..
bt if ever we continue drifted apart i dunno how le..
can u teach me??
can we dun??
ur stead had come out le..
and wad ur stead ask me to do..
i shld pass back to him le..
mean i gt no more reason to be like before..
chat on fone and so on...
hope u and ur stead last kk..
u wil forever be my gan lao po..
even if we drifted apart kk..
love u lots man..

fanny brother..
i really wry for u..
for wad happen in ur family and so on le..
bt now if u like that person..
go for it kk..
i wil support u..
and i know wad to do kk..
hope u and him will last stead and lsat kk..
coz u with him i wil nt nid to wry fr u anymore..
so ya...

therisa..
dun think too much..
and do stupid thing..
nt worth it de..
haha..anything u can go find xavier le..
haha coz that wad alvin wan..
i may nt go down wdl often..
bt regardless wad u can jus sms me..

shu xian daughter..
ah ben call me take care of u..
now he out..
guess i wil jus let ah ben take care of u le..
i wil stil be there..
if he bully u jus tel me kk..
love u daughter...

to her..
i til now stil could nt forgt u..
now and then i wil stil go ur blog..
see gt any update..
tryin to care for u as much as i could..
bt i could only did it in my heart..
coz i told other i forgt u bt i stil couldnt..
wadever song u use in ur blog..
i wil try figure out and put it in my fav folder..
i dunno why..
maybe i am useless..
tat y u didnt accept..
i try step out of thid memory..
bt it couldnt...
til now...i could stil hear ur name pop out from no wher..
and i wil start thinkin..
even sometime when walk in to mac..
song wil start playin n i wil rmb u back..
i saw the heart u make for my bro..
i also wan do for u..bt i dunno usin wad status to gib u..
i really dun..
if time can rewind i wil chose nt to known u..
i wil cxhose nt to help adrain..
wad is all this...

all that need my help when they are inside had all come out..
it time for me to relax le..
take care kk..
and hope all of u all wil have happiness in ur relationship..
take care..

2009-06-18T09:40:00.000-07:00

come update..
cozz someone call me update..
lol.
tyodae did ntn..
alvin they all come sembawang find me..
we go eat..then pei monkey go report..
heard he goin in boy home..
bro dun wry..
i wil nt forgt u de..
then slack and eat with mother..
alvin they all come my hse slack..
then pri them eat then go home le:D

serious i like u lahz..
i dunno wad u heard frm ppl..
bt i thinking of u..
and missin ur smile everytime..
i might nt forgt her..
bt i knew i will..
because my heart is with u..
will u gib me a chance€??

2009-06-17T09:49:00.000-07:00

came update blog..
update bout ytd..
jared come out le..
haha serious really happy meet him..
bt he tio hostel for one year..
so ya..
once he had home leave he wil come out find us..
i ton at his hse..
ya..then ytd wake up clean up..
go find therisa eat brkfast..
then after that wait for jared dad then go court..
then at court wait for jiamin they all to arrive then bring them in..
then we all sit very far apart..
ya then that botak come out..
haha..hug him..
then nwe went imm eat mac..
coffeeshop to eat nasilemak..
then after that see jared go in to boy town..
hope he can endur past..
todae..
went out early to arcade find monkey bang bang..
then went wdl..
slack le..
then something happen..
then drink..
and have no impression wad happen next..
heard i shout and so on..
tio whack by alvin by oko lahz..
then eat at 515 come back le..

i know i tel everyone i forgt u
bt til toodae i know..
i didnt and u r still deeply rooted in my heart..
i sry...

2009-06-11T07:02:00.000-07:00

i did a decision jus now..
and is be guai kia and dun care bout all the bad stuff..
did i did the correct decision..
seriously i dunno..
u all jus wan me watang and so on..
bt did u think how i feel..
i also wan.
bt i jus couldnt stand my hse alway fill with scoldin and shoutin..
and seein my brother and my father shag like siao..
seein me shoutin with my mother..
did i nvr try..
did i really didnt try to make u proud..
i tried..
and if it within my mean i wil help..
bt sometime nt i dun wan to rebel against my mother..
bt is my brother..
if u ever see his face u wil farkin know it..
i k ow i may be a mama boy lahz..
bt aloh when did i nvr go down to help u all..
if i can go down..
if that wad u all think then ok lahz..
all of ur mother didnt come home and jus shout at ur bloody face..
and make the whole family wake up..
jus because u did something wrong..
even my brother hu doesnt cry did cry for me..
and tel me nt to disappoint my mother..
did anyone know..
did anyone ever bother..
u all wil only know that i alway listen to my mother and do wad he sae..
bt aloh u think lahz..
wad for at a home where u know u wil quarrel everytime u see her face..
and everytime it start..
ur father would show the helpless face..
wun u feel guilty..
i know u all whack ur mother and wad..
bt did u think how hurt they will..
i may be rebel against them..
bt i would nt wan to see their sad face again..
i dunno whether wad i did is correct??

to my wdl brother..
if wad i did disappoint u..
then so be it..
coz i really cant stand my family stress over my matter..
i love my family..
and i know only be loyal to ur family wil u succeed at society..
wad i wanna sae is a sry to those i disappointed..
and if can we can stil be frenz and brother...

2009-06-10T08:08:00.000-07:00

after thinking so much..
i intend to have back my blog..
know why..
because this is the only place i can express my view..
my opinion..
i really need this blog..
and worse of all alot of stuff is here..
so i really cant let go of this blog..
so have back ya..
this few dae was slackin at wdl...
ntn to do lohz...

2009-05-14T09:38:00.000-07:00

came update...
go out at 7..
meet nick at mac..
then cab to alvin hse...
slack there for a while..
then cabbed to yishun to help settle x.kid gina..
thn after that in the end ah xian came..
and pang sua the whole matter..
lol then cab back to alvin hse slp..
slp for a while therisa message me(go out with her must blog, she sae de)
then meet issac before her..
heard taizi trap in the lift..
was shoutin lik no body business..
lol...
then the people came help save nick out..
then we cabbed to jared hse..
went there play manjong for awhile...
then after that very tired..
sleep at jared bed..
jared and therisa lie at the upper end of the bed..
while i slp at the bottom end..
while issac sit on the chair..
they 2 machiam like my father mother..
and i like their child...
coz if u see how i slp..
i look like their son..
lol..so i started callin therisa mummy..
and jared daddy lol..
haha then went meet alvin at cwp..
and trained home...
like tat lohz..

2009-05-12T06:15:00.000-07:00

nvr went sch tdae..
mc for 2 dae..
meet nick at mac..
then went alvin hse..
alvin help me touch up one ang kong by puttin an eye ball on the mouth...
eatin the eye ball..
ok lahz quite nice...
but is a little bit pain haha..
then slack at his hse..
order pizza then pei katrina home..
changed and cabbed down to causeway...
then slack there..
go see the sueanne daiji...
then slack tht all..

i wil be fine i promise..
it lucky it didnt drag..
wil feel sad..
bt i wil move on..
a packet of cigg is enough to make me shag past..
at least that wad i think...

2009-05-09T09:08:00.000-07:00

come here blog..
wake up at 8.45..
quickly wash up then go work le..
haha..
my unlimited sms had started..
and i am fully usin the function..
msgin a few person..
and spammin my gina fone hah...
haha was messagin her all the way..
had fun tokin to her..
she was like one person..
i swear to god..
and she makin me no choice..
but to care for her and to dote her..
why she gibin me this feelin i dunno..
i was affected by her mood i dunno why..
kk..nvrm...
she was cryin...
and yet i could nt help it..
tear started to drop...
i hope it all hallucination..
but it wasnt it reall..
i wil wait til u sleep..
coz is worth it i believe...

2009-05-07T07:37:00.000-07:00

come here blog..
coz someone sae go out with her must blog...
todae mornin meet nick..
suppose to go sch..
but pon haiz\..
pei nick go do his deferment..
at central manpower base..
at depot road..
then after that bus to orchard..
from orchard take mrt to wdl..
meet valencia there...
then tgt go to mos burger find jordan..
and aat the same time ask therisa come out..
long time nvr meet her le..
haha..she stil look cute as ever..
then we go ssdc..
nick take his prac..
while me therisa and valencia chatted..
then jared came to find us..
cab to ssdc and then therisa pay..
hah..
then continue chattin then nick come out..
take 268..
then nick valencia quarrel again and then alight dunno where..
while jared think he cute ask us continue to sit...
and in the end 268 go one big round and end at the same place we started..
so faster alight then wait for nick at hub then bus to jared hse..
alot of thing happen at the bus...
should nt elaborate..
it funny..
haha..
then play manjong at jared hse..
then went home le..

tmr gt song ka have to go..
meet at wdl centre at 11..
kk...

2009-05-05T08:38:00.000-07:00

1. Real Name : boonping
2.Nickname(s) : ah boon
3.Age : 17
4.Height : 180
5.Weight : 100
6.Spec or contact lens : nvr wear
7.Horoscope : dunno
8.Male or Female : male
9.Tv or Games : Both
10.Primary School : Sembawang Pri
11.Secondary School : Yishun Town Sec
12.Poly or Jc : Poly i in sp
13.University ? : see can pass poly anot
14.Hair colour : gold
15.Long or short hair : long
16.Loud or Quiet : ok ok
17.Sweats or Jeans : Jeans.
18.Phone or camera : Both
19.Heath Freak : Nope
20.Drink or smoke : both de
21.Have a crush on someone ?have...
22.Eat or drink ? : Both
23.Piercing(s) : Ears lip
24.Tattoos :yes jus put ytd
25.Social or anti-social : social{:
26.First Relationship : sux
27.First bestfriend : a lot
48.Wealthy or happiness : happiness
49.Want to get married ? : yupp yupp
50.Want kids ? :see first
51.Careers in mind : business man
52.Fight before ? : yupp yupp
53.Most regret of : dun wanna sae
54.Talented in : study??
55.Weak in ? : relationship
56.Romantic or spontaneous ? : Both.
57.Lips or eye ? : Eyes
58.Nice stomach or nice arms ? : arms stomach so big:(
59.Shorter or Taller ? : Taller
60.Protective or Caring : Both(:
61.Hook-up or Relationships : Relationships
62.Troublemaker or hesistant : troublemaker
63.Lost glasses or contacts : yes
64.Ran away frm home : yes
65.Held a gun/knife for self defense : yes
66.Killed somebody : nope..
67.Broken someone's heart : yes
68.Been arrested : yes
69.Cried when someone died : yupp yupp...
70.Missed someone alot alot : yes...
71.Believe in Yourself : kind of..
72.Believe in Miracles : yupp yupp..
73.Love at first sight : yes...
74.Heaven or Hell : Hell..i am a hell player
75.Santa claus : wrk in christmas
76.Cartoon or anime : both
77.Tooth Fairy : nope..
78.Kiss in th first date : nope
79.Afraid of death : not really...
80.Handsome or cute : both
81.Pretty or cute : i guy
82.Reality or dream : Reality
83.Is there a person you want to be with now ? : yes...
84.Are you seriously happy with what you're in life now ? : sort of?
85.Do you believe in fate ? : yupp yupp...
86.Do you believe in everlasting love ? : yupp yupp...
87.Do you believe in god ? : yes
88.How often do you lie ? : very often..i felicia secretart must lie de
89.Do you respect elders ? : yupp yupp...
90.Are you a good kid ? : yes
91.Do you like your family ? : LOVES! =)
92.Do you like your friends ? : LOVES! =)
93.Are you greedy ? : yes
94.What do you want now ? : to have a stead now???
95.What will you wish for ? : hope everyone had their wish comin true..
96.A truth to first person ? : felicia:)
97.A truth to second person ? : gan family(some only)
98.A truth to third person ? : 24 family(some only)
99.Do you even trust yourself ? : yes
100.post as 100th truth tag 10 person

1. felicia
2. celine
3. jared
4. jia min
5. nick
6. katrina
7. amanda
8. adrian
9. xinyu
10.the one tht readin the post

2009-05-04T20:44:00.000-07:00

ntn to do come here blog..
waqs at home..
coz one farkin auntie go tel my mother i outside..
now everythin confiscated wtf...
so bo bian come back lohz...
anythin wan contact...
either contact my bro..
or contact throough msn...
haiz...

2009-05-04T06:10:00.000-07:00

went put ang kong at monkey hse..
haha ok lahz...nt bad lahz..
first time lehz...
haha...,main purpose of postin..
help to promote that monkey puttin ang kong..
so anyone wan put then jus msg me lohz..
haha...
went to pick felicia frm sch..
then went to wdl to slack..
other than that no more le lohz...
haha...tmr pickin her up again..
dunno goin where...
so let see lohz...

2009-05-03T07:29:00.000-07:00

todae i officially become felicia secretary...
know why coz all her suitor...
dunno how they get my number...
call me to ask where is she...
i myself also dunno...
how am i supposen to reply them...
i dun care once i saw her...
i wil ask for my pay...
nt much i dae 10 dollar...
kk...
haiz todae ntn much happen...
jus wrkin...
jus tat fone kip ringin...
ntn much happen...

to bro...
if u ever go in..
theen must faster come out...
coz we outside waitin for u...
kk..dun dua us...
and i believe is nt very long de kk..
so go in with an open mind...
hope u learn then come out be another wdl xiao fighter kk...
take care bro...

2009-04-28T17:41:00.000-07:00

waitin for lesson to start...
very sian come here blog...
was viewin frenz blog and suddenly realise something..
i finally realise that once i might lost something i treasure...
i wil felt extremely empty lahz..
this post is dedicate to u de..my brother..
regardless wad u alway be my bro...
my 24 bro..
kk..even if u wil to go in rite..
i believe we wil wait for u to come out..
and be back the jared we know de..
that i can confirm...
kk...seriously if u go in..
i wil really felt empty..
coz i losst a brother of mine..
a brother that i treat as if we are blood related..
we share almost everything with one another..
and if ever u go in who wil i share with??
correct...so u must be alright kk..
todae confirm de...
if nt seriously i wil nt forgib u de..
kk...take care my bro...

2009-04-27T20:38:00.000-07:00

come herre blog..rite
knn is so sian lahz..
in class...but i gt pay attention k..
takin notes down haha..
see i so guai...
then i goin off at 1 le..
haha..go view bike...
see how the bike...
and see whether wan transfer...
which mean i wil have bike to ride around sch..
haha waitin for lesson to start..
which is like so long...
wtf..anythin at night then blog...

2009-04-23T05:21:00.000-07:00

came here blog..
pon sch again...
no motivatin cant help it..
slack at yishun with cindy they all..
quite fun haha...
and i find one pair of haivanas for me..
haha thank cindy...
then after that slack at cindy hse...
awhile ltr cab to admiralty with nick...
nick pon sch todae also..
meet valencia then jalan jalan..
then gt daiji..
monkey with one serangoon ast guy..
lame...
then after that went home le...

sometime wad mine wil be mine..
since my destiny sae that i wan i play..
all my love would be affected...
so be it i dun mind..
i had not have anyone by my side..
i alone..
wad i can find comfort now in me..
is jus hope that i could play the biggest among all...
and be the strongest in hell...
huatn ah!!!

2009-04-22T05:27:00.000-07:00

came update...
pon sch again...very sian dun intend go sch..
then pei nick go ssdc...
then i pei jared go sch..,
jared run out of sch at 10 plus..
then we all slack till 2 plus..
where jun rui they all come out..
then continue slack..
quite fun and stupid...
wth...
but is fun lahz..
when everyone is suppose to go..
someone call us and call us back..
wan real story call me...
haha
and chat with her til bout 6..
then she lobang us to mrt station...
then train home..
tmr goin sp..
to study..
but intend take half dae again haiz..
very sian sia...

is very hard to see wad happenin now..
i myself also dunno wad i shld do..
i wan really keep myself at home and do nothing...
ya maybe everyone is right...
there no such thing as relationship for me..
is beta me to go play with my life..
as no one is there for me le:(

2009-04-21T04:25:00.001-07:00

long time nvr post le...
first to sae...
happy belated bdae...
nick bro aka taizi...
haha..
see i nvr forgt can...
todae went amk..
pei nick go take drivin license..
while for me slack all the way lohz..
nvr go sch..
very sian ma...
haha..
then after that go anderson sec outside...
wait for jared and jia min..
haha u know wad..
my fone would nt be bombarded by msg anymore...
because both of them finally stead le..
wish u all last long..
u beta treat her well...
she stil my gan lao po..
if treat her unwell..
i wun forgib u..
kk..nvrever forgib u de...
haha...
then after that slack with jun rui they all...
quite nice...
shld go amk more often le..
then after that go home le..
for my gina...
dun sad le..
cheer up..
if ur parent dun wan u...
i this tao eh wil wan u de..
know why..
because u my gina...
oen of my closest gina..
so buck up kk...
dun sad le...
i wil be there for u...
kk...
end of post...

2009-04-14T10:05:00.000-07:00

finally can use com le...
had nt been usin for a few daes...
todae the ppl come my hse to repair the internet...
haha...
ytd went for orientation...
it suck like hell sia...
it become another 4/7 again...
wth...knn...
all come in knn all clique by clique...
aloh dun nid like tat one lahz horx...
i sit there for 2 hrs machiam like dog like tat...
pcb..knn...
sit there for wad spice trainin...
wad mao is that knn..
i go in without any laptop dun wanna bring...
worse of all inside gt no chio bu...
but aactually if gt...
my heart is ordi with her le...
but gt chio bu gt motivation but no...
sry think goin to suffer for year...
sit 2 hr come out smoke le...
call nick pei me...
then after that drag him out to smoke...
and then go sp play pool...
the facil kip callin me...
and i apparently nvr go lahz..
i who...
ah boon lehz...
taizi gina derrick sunna...
dun nid go de...
haha then after that slack at woodland throughtout...
todae nvr go..
lucky fr me...
they nvr cal..
slack at woodland throughout...
was suppose to go amk..
but gt daiji bo bian had to go down..
dun wan elaborate...
cause me nt to be able to meet my jia min at amk..
sry wor...
if able to see this post..
i sincerely sae sry to u...
coz i really in the wrong..
sry...but i really gt daiji...
haha but nvrm tmr meetin xinyi...
damm happy..
cause of a fact which i dun wanna sae...
stop bloggin and keep taggin...

2009-04-05T20:15:00.000-07:00

todae come lan use com...
for ur info...
my hase internet is completely out of order..
so could nt use haha...
so anyone tag or wad wil reply late...
sry...
haha..todae goin sch for interview...
i dun care i jus wear a jean and a shirt go..
see they dun like dun interview lohz...
haha..pro rite me..
but before that goin meet ya hui first...
lol...go her sch wait lehz..
see she so dua pai lahz...
and stil need to buy cigg for her lohz...
u see lahz..
see i so gd rite...
nvr see u before like tat haha...
meanwhile this few dae nothin much happen..
jus dulan my internet cannot use lohz...
miss my frenz in msn...
espcially for her sia...

2009-03-29T23:01:00.001-07:00

it had been long since i post...
but now since free then i post...
last time nothing to posst so nvr post..
jus finish my taka fair...
nt bad brk last yr record...
had fun...
know alot of frenz there..
haha...but best of all the pay wil be good...
i believe...
so let us see...
if it good..
i wil buy one bike myself...
since i know how to ride le..
haha...
nothing much happen...
except for one...
i only hope she wil accept me eventually...

2009-03-18T10:03:00.000-07:00

went out at 9 plus todae..
haha take train down to admiralty find darius and xavier..
had a mini drama there...
dun wan elaborate more haha...
then me and xavier went down to lta..
and went we want transfer...
we found out nt enough money..
lucky for us...
xavier cher lend us 40 dollar...
and thus transfer finish..
then we cab back to amk hub which after that found out..
we gt no money..
the uncle dulan then sae pay him as much as we have
pay le then we go bradell...
to test bike..
the bike ok lahz...
nt that jialat...
but now stil whether buyin anot..
haha...
then cab back to woodland...
slack at xavier hse...
and sleep...
nice to sleep sia..
then we go 888 eat le..
then bus to causeway befor goin darius hse..
haha...then slack le then i ride home..
unfortunately..
i buang...
wtf..
that cb car..
i turnin in lehz..
then he also turnin in..
then he jus go past..
in the end..
i jam break and i buang lohz..
wth..
lucky ntn happen...
then faster take up bike and run lohz
i know i turn first then he also turn...
wtf...
haha other than that ntn le..

i finally saw her todae..
and yet the attitude was diff from last time..
wad i wan is jus her..
and she jus keep peiin her..
i try go over and she keep avoidin..
i know i nt nice lookin or wad..
but wad i know is i am true to u...
hope u see this...

2009-03-16T08:53:00.000-07:00

wtf wtf wtf..
knn...kk the fine for the bike had arri ve...
and yes i told them the truth...
that i own a bike...
and rite now...
the whole family is in the mess now...
even my father scoldin me ...
tat show how jialat it was...
i am nt goin to pay for the fine anyway...
is nick they all hu r goin to pay...
but not only that...
they wanted me to transfer ownership...
i am alright...
i had been wantin to do tat...
haiz but i dunno lahz...
let see how it goes...
siince i dun wan to be in this hse anymore...
so i dunoo...
our family jus stabilise and yet this thing happen...
haiz wth...
wad is goin on???

2009-03-10T07:22:00.000-07:00

haiz...wth..
todae ride with josh...
and the car died alot of time..
wth...they change the clutch system till i dunno how to start after stop..
wth..wth..
sry josh make u ps so many time...
but i ride myself i can go lehz..
i dunno why with u i cant..
haiz sian lahz..
why like that...

2009-03-09T08:31:00.000-07:00

i finally can go hiong bike in the road le..
omg...so farkin happy..
haha...manage to ride back..
from darius hse to nick hse..
haha...even though there is a little black mark over the ride...
which the engine died down one..
but other than that is alright..
i flyin at bout 100km...
veyr nice sia...
haha...
i will ride bike more often..
or even buy my own bike..
so it damm fun..
i startin to like bike..

2009-03-08T08:22:00.000-07:00

WA STRESS STRESS...
HOW HOW HOW...
wth..now die le lohz..
like tat...plz tel me wad to do...
haiz..todae went work..
after i pon 2 daes...
haha went down and saw the new gal..
haha guide her all the way...
regardles wad...
that side is i who had been doin..
i dun wan it to be ruin..
and i think she can make it..
so dun make me ps kk..
btw..i am shock of one thing..
SHE KNOW WAD IS GLH..
wth..and she sae she slack there last time..
omg and she sae she gt frenz inside..
scarly she know all the big big one..
i wil die sia..
haha...wth....
but workin with her is fun..
hope i had time to work with her again...
so jiayou kk...

2009-03-06T06:39:00.000-08:00

todae pon work...
no mood to work...
so mornin went find nick and darius...
then after that pei nick go pay his fares...
then after that nick zai me go woodgrove sec...
wa song sia...the feelin...
the air was nice...
haha...
then after that wait for valencia...
then nick bring valencia to causeway...
while i and leon walk to vista pt...
to wait for nick then go causeway pt...
after that go amk...
go take money from nelson...
his father came and took 500...
while 50 i return to nick...
then after that i go make back my atm card...
which was cut half by my mother...
then after that went amk centre...
where we celebrate darius bdae...
his stead bought him one cake...
so sweet rite..
wth...then we celebrate near kfc..
haha...was throwin cake at darius...
while i enjoy the cake...
then after tat...
we left and go woodland...
went arcade play...
where there is one guai lan ppl there..
promise no slam in the end slam..
wtf...
then i dulan...
i shout lahz..
in the arcade...
then he dun dare play...
then left...
darius sent his stead home ...
after that walk to darius hse...
have a little chat there...
find out alot of thing there...
haha...then cabbed home...
i finally buy my charger...
lol...can open song le...
felt so weird sia
nvr msg for hours...
lol...

2009-03-03T16:19:00.001-08:00

nothing to do...
come here blog...
haiz could nt sleep last night...
had been thinkin bout wad happen last nights...
and it cost my sleep...
i jus couldnt see them to be tgt again..
maybe u sae i am stupid or wad..
i was even askin her to be with him again...
which was contridicting wad i was saein in the first part...
i dunno wad i am doin...
maybe it time to gib up...
and then focus on my study?
but however i couldnt...
because for all this while...
she had been in my life...
if she was nt in my life suddenly...
i wil feel very weird...
i dunno why...
why cant i be more selfish...
and jus ask them nt to be back tgt...
why couldnt i...
ytd while msgin..
tears suddenly rolled down my eye...
i try to stop myself but couldnt...
haiz the feelin jus sux kk...
but nvrm at least ltr i wil be goin 888...
go meet darius god father...
at least ltr wil be alcohol...
i wan to drink and forgt everything...

why did this kind of thign happen to me...
last time also now also..
i know i might nt be the best in the world...
but at least i know i wil treat u gd..
and wun do thing that make u sad..
i know is hard bt wad i wan...
is jus ur heart...
and that all...

2009-03-02T07:16:00.000-08:00

todae wake out very early..
even though i tok to jan mei mei till bout 2...
long time nvr tok to her...
i MISS her sia...
wan to meet her sometime this week...
then to chat ma...
if nt wad...
i really miss her lehz...
haha...and u know why i wake up so early...
gt 2 bastard ridin one honda sp...
and was parkin under my block...
go play the horn...
then wake up wash and went down dinner with nick and jared...
then receive call went straight down for daiji...
haha but before that slack at nick hse...
was playin blackjack...
veyr suay haha...
lose the most todae lol...
then after that went down to blk 116 to pui daiji...
however thing went really wrong...
and we went straight to admiralty...
Xinyi was suppose to msg me to see if she gt go out..
but she didnt...
but ok lahz...
at least if she was with us...
see lohz...
see gt time then go meet her.....

wad i wan is jus ur care and concern...
even a little would be fine..
i dun nid much...
and yet i couldnt get it...
did i ask too much..
i didnt...
i know i could have acheieve my target...
but at least be a close gan family...
and i would be happy...

2009-02-28T08:07:00.000-08:00

come update again...
haha finally gt thing to update...
i pon 2 ddaes work lehz...
pro rite me...
haha...take mc..
really nt feelin well..
todae first thing in the mornin go find jared...
then go eat breakfast...
after that we go michelle hse le...
haha..play manjong haha...
then darius and aiman come shortly...
was sleepin in michelle bed....
after manjong..
tel u is damm comfortable...
her bed omg..can slp de...
but couldnt know why...
coz michelle keep pulllin eugene hair...
then eugene pull aiman hair...
and aiman pull mine and jared hair...
and then i pull each other...
that wad happen...
wth...
and for ur info...
i eugene and aiman and jared sharin a single size bed...
pro rite...
so didnt slp...
then was suppose to go cwp to find xinyi they alll...
but i sneak up to timezone...
shld nt go timezone sia...
wth...one lanjiao daiji come out...
wth..nearly get us die...
haiz...then after that went to darius hse eat curry chicken...
haha...then after that cab to michelle hse...
suppose to play manjong in the end...
we slack around her hse...
tio screen by police lol...
we chat alot sia...
had fun chattin with them...
haha then forgt todae is my MOTHER bdae...
wth...run home straight away...
and cut cake...haha...

i promise u all...
gt time i wil slack with u till night de..
kk..i promise...
todae is jus exception...
sry...

haiz sian...
wad i nid was her little concern and care...
that all...i wil be graterful...
i knew i could nt jio dao u le...
but i jus wanna fulfil my promise...
to be by ur side to pei u when u bored...
or console u when u sad..
that all...
i know at first i was just tryin to take u as sub..
but in the end...
i know i really like u...
i know is impossible...
but wad i jus wanna sae...
i jus wanna be with u...
the song because u live...
explain why u important to me...

2009-02-17T05:36:00.000-08:00

long time nvr update le...
haha come update...
have been busy lahz throughtout this period...
haha busy buyin bike...
busy with my stuff...
and slackin in woodland...
and my work...
haiz my work is now becomin more and more boring sia...
wth...really sian lehz...
then but now my life is now with more life le...
haha...thank to nick they all lahz...
and sry...
i am back in le...
so sry for the promise i make...

2009-01-29T07:41:00.000-08:00

IT had been ages since i blog here..
lol coz firstly nothnin to blog...
all work so wad for blog...
but now since is chinese new yr...
wish everyone happy chinese new yr...
went to alot of place to bai nian wor...
like my godfather hse...
joanne auntie hse and so on and so for...
and durin this period went to alot of place to play mt...
like tampines mall and compass point..
and i manage to own their nagoya king..
haha so pro me..
lol...but nvrm....
haven calculate how much i had...
but the most is 220
nt more than that le...
coz now financial crisis...
but it beta than none..
at least i gt money to use..
i now gt no money haiz....
how how how...
i stil wan go clubbin:(
wan cry le...
haha...
and in addition i am celine guardian angel...
lol...i dunno why she suddenly wan...
but i jus put lohz..
haha mei cum guardian angel...
sound weird..
lol...but nvrm we long time nvr see...
suddenly sort of miss her...
but nvrm we stil contact each other over the phone...
and my promise to u...
be best frenz 10 yrrs down the road...
i can de...
haha...

if u can see this...
i jus wanna sae...
i dun wan play any more shirt de...
since i now out of cao...
i wan completely away...
i promise u have any daiji...
i wil straight away go down help u de..
so dun force me please..

2009-01-11T08:12:00.000-08:00

another 14 hrs more...
i wil be in ytss again...
to take my result...
my o level result...
decide to come post this as i think this wil help to relieve the stress off...
haha seriously i am very scare lahz...
coz i scare i cant get my result...
even though i had been sayin i am nt scare...
but inside my heart i am really scare...
how how how...
so come blog lohz...
have to wish everyone gd luck tmr kk...
i also...
especially all my gan kk...
gd luck...
also wish me gd luck sia...
kk done with wishin luck...
let see...
this few week had been busy with work...
haha had been workin...
tmr is my third time rest...
since after o level lohz...
so ok lahz...
haha workin in robinson...
i know alot of frenz lohz...
like zoey ah...yu ling lahz....
and jupri...and other i ordi know...
like sherman lahz...and jose jie...
jose jie bo xim de...
gt stead also nvr intro...
gd rite she...wth...
haiz nvrm at least i know alot of ppl there...
and most of them todae last daes...
except for me and jupri...
so is a little sad lahz...
especially zoey and yu ling...
had fun man...
even thought we only know for a few daes...
but we gt alot of thing to sae lahz...
and they actually help me to kill time...
haha...althought i suan them alot...
but i sae is nt purposely de...
kk dun put it into hearts kk...
is all just for laugh...
other than that...
that shld summarise my work le...
kk...shld stop postin...
so hereby wish everyone...
gd luck for ur result tmr...
and rmb to exchange result kk...

2009-01-09T08:24:00.000-08:00

2008-12-31T15:47:00.000-08:00

wa new yr le wor...
haha so fast...
one yr had pass...
so wish happy new yr first lahz...
haha...alot of thing had happen in 2008...
but i believe i wil clear it one and for all...
and have a gd yr ahead...
haha...this yr new yr is the best in my last 16 yr mehz...
because i actually celebrate with my frenz...
haha...first time in my life...
after work...
we go jazz club to slack and drink..
haha..and in the end...nearly no monedy to pay...
but luckily inez and michelle went to withdrew money...
so thank inez and michelle...
haha and after that we went to the side of the river there to slack...
smoke and chat...
had a nice chat with inez and josh...
haha...one thing...
INEZ HER RELATIVE damm NICCEEEEEEE...
omg..even thought she only 15 but dun look like this also..
haha...gd cousi u have...
si bei chio sia...
haha...but i ordi like someone else le...
but that it lahz...
then after thatwe will dancin at the centre platform of the clark quay...
where gt music and so on..
after that we went to highlander to actually continue clubbin til 3 pluis...
then after that we slack outside dhoby gaut station till 6...
waitin for mrt and so on.,.
sry wor...
cause u to quarrel witn ur parent...
hai sian...
in general i had fun in this yr,,,